Its been a lot of ups and downs these last 10 months and a lot has happened i have had a lot of fun and also had my whole world turned upside down and i would even go as far as to say end.
but it has been both the best and the worst year ever, thanks everyone for all the support because YouTube has made everything a little easier through hard times and made life a little more bearable.
hopefully have 100 more vids ahead of us and a lot lot more THANK YOU!!.
My Girlfriends granddad has been in hospital since we first got together back in 2014 very ill with dementia and is 88 years old... who she has been very worried about since but then back in Middle of May my poor girlfriend's gran-mother passed away so suddenly, such a sad time for the family... her and her mother found her and was such a loss for them both... she was 85 and had a pretty good life but the loss is still so hard for both of them.. Losing a Mother and a grandmother could never be easy.... luckily i met her at Xmas and had dinner with her, such a sad loss and wish I got to see her more.
obviously very worried about her granddad too now who i have also had the pleasure of meeting once so far and will try to more in future so happy i had the chance to as never had the chance to meet my own gran parents.
but little did we know it was just the beginning...
Just a month after My Girlfriends gran's funeral... on the 8th of July my little niece then was found passed away only 21 years old... i don't really want to talk about the causes but it was under suspicious circumstances and is still being investigated she was such an amazing girl and could of went so far in her life.... she was a hairdresser and had big plans for her future.... i remember i was first to give my mum a hug after she was found, she was found by her ex not long before my mum went down to check on her and found out... but i remember one the last things she said to me on Facebook was that she was glad my gf's gran had a good send off... wish so much i had talked to her more and maybe prevented whatever happened... life seems so cruel these last few months.... I was also a bearer for my niece and hope i done you proud leanne and hope you agree you had a good send off... love you always... xx
And then the day after my nieces funeral in august my mum went into hospital due to her skin turning yellow and pain in her back... the hospital was back and fore one minute they were saying gallstones and then it was diagnosed as a growth .. or cancer!!... they were going to operate then after a while they told us it had gone too far... inoperable... as worried as i was about it i thought she would last at-least a few months she had even said herself she was going to fight it.. and i know she would of if she could... unfortunately the 17th September she passed away after being in hospital just over a month around 6 weeks i believe it was... last time i seen her she was smiling and being strong ... am kinda glad i didn't see her in pain too much but the same time wish i was there to hold her hand... or let her know i will be okay.... she was such a worrier but i miss her so so much... wish we could of got her home as she wanted but at-least i think it was in her sleep she always said she wanted to go peacefully in her sleep... we are getting her home for day before her funeral hopefully so i hope that is okay for her... love you and miss you so much mam <3 xxx
R.I.P all our fallen family in these terrible 5 months... hopefully the rest of this year will look up a bit and next year too.. i am surprised i am still keeping it together and my family... my mum was the center stone for us all and will be incredibly missed... nothing will ever be the same again and you will all be missed and remembered and most of all Loved by everyone who misses you <3 until we meet again <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Little video of me and my Nephew trying a ghost pepper :P hope you are entertained :D.
Also i realize it is way too earlier for 100 sub special but a few people pointed out i hit 100 and went back down but still hit it and they really wanted to see me do it as much as i didn't want to lol but here it is anyway :D.
Featuring Sheeplover Pete: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIsG2YvTvmMYojpRS5LCNKA
Little bit of footage from going to the fair with my girlfriend and some friends hope you enjoy :)
A Big thank you for 50 subs has been an amazing growth with just one video... thank you everyone for watching liking and subbing lots more to come and hope you will all enjoy it has been a great 9 months on YouTube even though i have had a pretty bad few months with everything going on, you tube has kept me going as well as good family and friends and also my amazing girlfriend Steph.
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